Tuesday, May 25, 2021

May 2021 Lightning bugs…

 It’s the little things I remember about growing up in Kentucky that I most enjoy upon returning.  The blooming carpets of multicolored wildflowers in the fields, the forested areas rich with diverse types of trees, the common sightings of wildlife, the nightly singing and croaks of the crickets and frogs, but it is the evening flights of the lightning bugs during their Spring mating ritual that I relish the most.  

The end of May through the first week or two in June is the time of their peak performance.  The throngs of participants rise from the grasslands as dusk falls each evening.  Their tails blinking slowly with a soft and soothing green light.  Their seemingly clumsy and slightly erratic flight path that leads them into the heights of the leaves and branches of a nearby tree.  During the peak of this annual ritualistic event, the tall trees light up like massive Christmas trees, decorated from head to toe with hundreds of tiny flashing green lamps.  A scene I find totally amazing and satisfying to behold.

It becomes more difficult each year for these tiny creatures to locate suitable areas for their mating tasks as the lighting from our homes and businesses are slowly diminishing the darkness needed for their purposes. I doubt that many people who live in well lit areas have ever even seen masses of lightning bugs to this extent, let alone realize how their lives have impacted this extraordinary display of nature’s wonders.

More often than not we thrive at the expense of the natural world and never weigh out the consequences.  How simple it would be to just limit our sometimes overwhelming use of exterior lighting to allow nature more space, space we encroached from nature more likely than not as a means  to safeguard our possessions.

I used to live in a small rental house in E’town tucked in an alley behind the backyards of a string of larger houses.  It was an old neighborhood with stately trees abound and a large park-like area across the alley and running all the way down to where the alley met the next cross street.  I used to take walks down the alley at night around this time of year just to mingle with the lightning bugs as they rose so quietly into those trees.

Late at night I discovered was the best time for viewing.  None of the surrounding house lights or street lamps penetrated the thick mass of spring leaves.  It was dark and quiet, but yet alive with the twinkling of lightning bugs both as they took flight from the ground and those already alight and settled into the trees.  It’s something that one has to experience in person, no attempt on my part to capture this wonder on film was ever successful.

I lived in that house for several years.  Directly across the alley from my house was a large church parking lot, and it butting all the way up to the mostly untouched park area where the lightning bugs thrived.  One year the church decided to install large high powered security lights aimed across the parking lot and into the wooded park light area.  The placement of these lights allowed for extensive intrusion of the intense white light into the once dark forested area.  That year I noticed a significant drop in the number of lightning bugs where they had previously flourished and they now gathered further down the alley where there was still enough darkness for their needs.  

That was the last of the beautiful Spring light shows I had come to expect each year. I can still remember how it used to be, like walking through a tunnel, a canopy formed by the bowing branches of the older trees and the entire landscape lit impeccably by these seemingly insignificant creatures.


Saturday, May 22, 2021

Misunderstood

“A foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds, adored by little statesmen and philosophers and divines. With consistency a great soul has simply nothing to do. He may as well concern himself with his shadow on the wall. Speak what you think now in hard words, and to-morrow speak what to-morrow thinks in hard words again, though it contradict every thing you said to-day. — 'Ah, so you shall be sure to be misunderstood.' — Is it so bad, then, to be misunderstood? Pythagoras was misunderstood, and Socrates, and Jesus, and Luther, and Copernicus, and Galileo, and Newton, and every pure and wise spirit that ever took flesh. To be great is to be misunderstood.”

― Ralph Waldo Emerson, Self-Reliance

Sunday, May 2, 2021

The Mystery Hypothesis

What I don’t and cannot know, I suppose to the mystery hypothesis.  


Every single thing, every concept we believe we know and understand, accept as fact, historical, evidence based, relies upon existing presuppositions that are, at their foundation, as fluid and baseless as the end product we adhere to as factual.


The authentic approach in visualizing our world and our existence is to become comfortable with the mystery, the unknowable, rather than to fear the image of a world that cannot be defined in conceptual paradigms of time and space.


When we become entrenched by an idea, concept, or behavioral structure, we effectively become blind to all other possibilities external to that belief structure.  And not only blind, but actively antagonistic, as we fight to defend something that is inherently indefensible at its core.


What is the mystery?  The acceptance of not knowing, and even more importantly, not needing to know or to coalesce a framework of ideas into a believable concept acceptable to the mind’s limited perspective.


It’s a mystery.  If you solidify a grouping of ideas into a belief, no matter how unique or original, it becomes yet another blinding ideology.  


What we think we know is in reality not knowable.  


The ideological guardrails we construct in our mind’s eye provide a false security that at some point will fail to prevent you from crashing through those guardrails and down the cliff into the unknown.  It’s only a matter of time. 


Some will continue to rebuild the guardrails when damaged, others may be shaken enough to slowly begin the removal process, and a few may fall into the unknown, the mystery.


Anything that binds us limits our authentic self from emerging and prevents us from understanding reality’s original essence. 



The Invitation

  A close friend of mine sent this to me and it just blessed me when I read it.     I thought it was so beautiful and I wanted to share. To ...